The girl who never slept... !!

Yes I am her.... I am the one
Taken loved and thrown away
like an unwanted stray !
Yes I am her ... I am the one !

You may have seen me someday walking lonely on the streets
Unaware of what goes on , who comes forward and who retreats
Yes i am her .. I am the one !

I was barely born
And dad was gone..
Never felt his hand on my head
He never picked me up and put me to bed !

Mom held my hands
Got pretty hair bands
Run all errands
Until he came her way !
He really made her whole world sway !

We were happy so were the skies,
I prayed "let this be- till the sky dies"

Prayers are never answered - they aren't meant to be
For life took away from me - my sweet happy family !

Glasses shattered , Breaths battered , Memories scattered
I picked me up from the hole
Life did take on me a huge heavy toll !

Lonesome roads , empty rooms and a wailing mother
I so wished I were dead and dint see a day another !

I agreed to challenge life
Took the hurdles and braved the strife !

Yes I am Her ... I am the one !
Taken , loved and thrown away
Like an unwanted stray !

Life was tolerable
I was capable
I steered through the waves of emotions
Lived life and enjoyed its off and on commotions !!

He came my way .. Gave me hope
I felt it loosen - The thick fat rope !
The rope that was choking me from birth
The rope that grounded me to the earth !

I saw me smile
He lessened the vile
The trial to be happy started
I halted , I fell but dint end what I had started !

The shadows of past haunting
The pain within daunting
My smile I went on flaunting
Little did i know - The ghosts of past were still hunting !!

Yes I am her ,, I an the one ..
The girl who never slept
whose eyes were forever on the open sky kept !

I still let my tears roll upon my cheek
Tears seem part of me , I know i am sick !

Sickness of mind and body are synonymous to me
I realized patience is the only key !

I am patient , i keep quite
Even tough i know I am right !
But silence is the soul of a big fight ,
A fight i started with my self
I trust me , i need no one for help !

I still keep awake and tremble at nights
I wish i could fly out like colorful kites !
I still cry amidst deep sleep
The pain dammit - It is still so deep !

Yes I am her .. I am the one..
Taken loved & thrown away
Like an unwanted stray !!

Yes I am her .... I am the one...

To My Knight in shinning Armour !!!

His hot breath blew away a messy strand from my face ,
The helpless locks curled up in a frenzied daze
He murmured huskily - " I never knew your eyes were of a light brown Haze '
I seemed to be entangled in his overpowering deep gaze !
I trembled , I smiled , I looked up in style , My voice a whisper , I just cudnt raise !

His caress on the nape of my neck
His light gentle maddening peck
Dammit ! I shivered , Oh what the heck !!
Earth to Soul - Earth to Soul , Mic testing - CHECK !!
He killed the distance with a single step
Breathing collided , skin touched - Fire Alert !

I looked up avoiding his deep piercing stare
Suchha magnetic scent - damn rare !
Times ticking so so fast - Its just Not Fair !
The world runs madly by - Trust me I really don't care !

His soft whisper onto my ears ,
Liquifying instantly all unknown fears
Strength rolling down my cheeks
Taking the form of tears !

Oh ! My Knight in shinning Armour, Hold me tight ,
Make me feel the power of your sight,
Let me drown in the darkness of the darkest night,
Let me not resist you , let me not fight !

Oh ! Knight , embrace my fears and my tears ,
Come Embrace my Lonely soul ,
Caress my heart and kiss my fading smile ,
And make me love you more !

More than the heart can hold
More than love stories ever told
Let a new chapter of love unfold
Let spring bloom in a night so cold !

Let the rain stop midway ,
Let the breeze blow astray ,
Let the moon stop shinning ,
And the scorching sun stop whining !

Dont let go , dont stop holding my hand ,
For I have seen happiness slip off like sand .
Let us be stronger than the strongest of waves
Let the world shut up and slap the ones who rant and rave !

Just stay by me my Knight , in my deep trembling sorrows ,
Promise me we will see brighter new tomorrows ,
Where there shall be no one to separate us from our embrace
where there shall be no darkness - not even a trace !

Promise .. O Promise to hold on till i breathe my last !
Promise me you wont let me fade away , nor slow nor easy nor fast !
Let me close my eyes tonight in your embrace
Let me loose tonight in time and tides race !

Oh ! My Knight in shinning Armour, Hold me tight ,
Make me feel the power of your sight,
Let me drown in the darkness of the darkest night,
Let me not resist you , let me not fight !

THE SONG THUS SUNG !

Sing a song , forget all wrong
Life is all about being stubborn & strong !
A broken dream , a small sigh
Doesn't mean u give up and do not try .
Try to be happy try to smile
Dnt think life n living is futile.
Look around , Open your eyes
Its just bad time - trust me , time flies !
New hopes , new dreams ,
keep them coming - else loneliness screams..
I am rhyming things silly
But i mean each word , really !!
Just tell your mind to love yourself
U don't need nothing - no ones help !

GIRL INTERRUPTED !!

Will this ever stop
The blame games non stop !
'Oh ! it was your fault , not mine !'
'Its your life - go to hell as long as I am fine !'

The love , the passion - why is it amiss ?
Why does the night never end with a goodnight kiss !
Is it time really to ponder over
Am I the one who is not sober ?

Is the desire to get more out of life truly unfair
If not why does the morning give me suchha scare !
The past haunts , the present flaunts
The future taunts ...
Each day , each moment each breath counts !

  Realizationstrikes when most unexpected
The mind , the body seems doubt infected !
Take a deep breath , relax
Focus , focus , focus - dont loose track !
Put your troubles in that godforsaken gunny sack
Bundle worries together , pile them up in a stack !

The world is good , the people are great
Dont take out a notepad to put down a rate
Dont rate people dont blame it on fate
Life is what you make of it - where there is love there is hate !

Sleep over it , wake up fresh
Let the darkness soothe ur mind , a soft loved caress !
Smile to urself , love urself
Trust ur conscience to offer you needed help !

Let darkness be gone , let sunshine fall
Let sorrows and pains seem not so tall
When u need help - Just look around and call
You will find urslelf surrounded with one and all !